Thursday, March 19, 2009

Gugur : (

Semlm after keje, singgah rumah ibu jap. Ibu cite nenek baru balik dr rumah mak ngah, lawat iti. Iti GUGUR! Tersentak aku dgr..innnalillah hi wainnailaihirajiun. Gi depan nak bgtau hubby. Mase cite aku dah sebak gile dah, tetibe je air mata turun xhenti. Semua org pandang pelikje kat aku time tu..huhhu

Xtau apsal rase sedih gile time tu. Maybe sebab in a way aku rase connected to iti jugak since we both tgh carry our first child. Semua org kat rumah tu ckp, die belum jd baby betul lg sebab baru 2bulan. So, kire darahje. Tapi bg aku that was quite cruel to actually say it like dat. Theoritically memang betul, but usually we mothers dah feel connected to ze janin dlm perut since day one eventhough roh belum ditiup (org tua2 ckp around 4 months).

Semoga iti kuat to face this. dahlah kene pantang sebab buat d&c. Die x gugur sendiri but sebab janin stop membesar so force abortion. Sedih....

2 comments:

susudalambotol said...

alamak. takutnya :( insyaAllah baby kita dua takada apa2 kan?

amin.

**AkupuNYeDiary** said...

AMIN..AMIN.